Descent
02-08-2005, 02:01 PM
The Risperdal almost finished kicking it's way out of my system today...And now, I feel like a new man.
I can now harness social skills I never knew I learned; such as talking to women, interfacing with peers correctly, and sustaining a conversation.
I can actually obey and trust authority...It's about time.
My focus has gone up five-fold...It's amazing. I will no longer need Adderall, or possibly Cylert.
I now hate cursing, and I enjoy being friendly now! I no longer have any resent for any group of people, even if they are emo, conformist, or Republican. I don't feel any hate in my body, all I feel is love.
This happened to me back in 8th grade when I got off it for a bit...But never like this. I never figured out what allowed me to have such great control of myself then...
Look at my posts...The old Descent you have come to know and love, was my true old persona, before the Risperdal kicked in. That was me in real life; with nothing spared.
I'm also not alone. I was looking up information about Risperdal on The Internet, and other autistic people who take Risperdal seem to have the disorder amplified, much like I did. The obsessiveness about computers and stuff is over; it is still one of my main interests, but it's no longer my life. I came home, and the first thing I wanted to do was socialize.
This is me now. I am now amazingly upbeat and happy, and I feel much like Seije does (I miss that guy!).
You all better look out for the new Descent, because a truckload of happiness, sweetness, and neo-niceness is coming your way!
Fear not, I will still be an asshole and play with you guys in B&T...And yes, I will know when you are ripping on me now :D
I can now harness social skills I never knew I learned; such as talking to women, interfacing with peers correctly, and sustaining a conversation.
I can actually obey and trust authority...It's about time.
My focus has gone up five-fold...It's amazing. I will no longer need Adderall, or possibly Cylert.
I now hate cursing, and I enjoy being friendly now! I no longer have any resent for any group of people, even if they are emo, conformist, or Republican. I don't feel any hate in my body, all I feel is love.
This happened to me back in 8th grade when I got off it for a bit...But never like this. I never figured out what allowed me to have such great control of myself then...
Look at my posts...The old Descent you have come to know and love, was my true old persona, before the Risperdal kicked in. That was me in real life; with nothing spared.
I'm also not alone. I was looking up information about Risperdal on The Internet, and other autistic people who take Risperdal seem to have the disorder amplified, much like I did. The obsessiveness about computers and stuff is over; it is still one of my main interests, but it's no longer my life. I came home, and the first thing I wanted to do was socialize.
This is me now. I am now amazingly upbeat and happy, and I feel much like Seije does (I miss that guy!).
You all better look out for the new Descent, because a truckload of happiness, sweetness, and neo-niceness is coming your way!
Fear not, I will still be an asshole and play with you guys in B&T...And yes, I will know when you are ripping on me now :D