hello.right. erm well im having a bit of trouble you see....i have no confidence...in anything i do...i cant even leave a message or blog up on here without thinking OMG no im taking it down.i dont know what to do...i thought i might be okay but to be honest the whole insults on the starter thread thing freaked me out,i can handle what they say i dont get offended but im really scared now that no matter what i post mean comments will follow.i honestly didnt think i would be effected this badly by some silly jokey (i hope) comments but i think its knocked me a bit down a but futher i dont want to seem all needy and attention seeking becuase im not,i just sort of...well i dont know what i wanted...advice? reasurence? a new brain? i will take any of them.

mad as a hatter


p.s im very sorry for any grammer or spelling mistakes but i dont want to download anything onto my mums laptop (i heard you had to download the spellchecker) and i really cant be arsed to copy and paste the whole thing into word,by the time i have done all this i have lost my nerve and it doesnt get posted anyway.